Do you ever feel like you are wasting away time when you don't have anyone special to share your life with? I mean I have good friends, a Best Friend even. I love to share my life with them.. but having a boy seems to make sharing your life all that more exciting and worth while. Sometimes its nice to have them around to be taken care of, or so I can take care of him. I'm ready to pour into him, and likewise. Someone to travel with. Someone to kiss, someone to laugh with, or play my guitar for. Someone to sing to. Someone to encourage me, to Hug me. Someone I can make a lasagna for. Someone who thinks Im smart, and tells me so, who laughs with me at the same movie quotes and loves hearing me tell stories from my day. Someone who finds me beautiful, and isn't afraid to hold my hand in public. Someone who loves my best friend Danielle and will hold me when my dog Reggie eventually dies. Someone to take me to San Diego because they know how much I love that city. Someone I can drink coffee with, and bring them dessert when they are having a bad day at work. Someone who loves staying at the Denney's house with me, and knows how to shoot a gun with Mychal. Someone who is great with kids and doesn't mind holding a baby. Someone who respects his mother and father and treats them with tenderness and compassion. Someone who is driven and motivated, not afraid of the world, but not of the world. Someone who likes to dance and play soprts. Takes care of his body, and takes his outfits somewhat seriously. He may or may not wear Vans, but knows how to work a good pair of baggy sweat pants. Someone who my brother Ben respects, who loves spending time with my parents. Someone who knows how to dominate in Pictionary, and can appreciate a good hug from my mama. Someone my Father would be proud to have as a son and would give his blessing to. A Mister Fix It, who can appreciate a good looking car. A man who is goofy and makes me laugh. A man of no secrets and no addictions. Maybe a tatoo or two, perhaps a musician. A man who loves Jesus Christ but still has room in his heart for me, His Best Friend. A man who means it when he says "Always and Forever."
God is teaching me patience, this was just on my heart so I had to get it out here. Some days I just long for him, but I trust my Lord with this. Ok I better go call my cousin about going to the beach tomorrow.
Love and Patience,