Thursday, April 1, 2010

1:23 am Word Vomit; Just What Came to Mind

So I've been thinking, maybe there is something you should know about me? Movies are a bit of a passion of mine. I love the creativity behind them. The skill, the patience, the eye for entertainment. For as long as I can remember, I wanted to be an actress. Not so much anymore just because if you become an actress these days, you then become a drug addict, anorexic self obsessed lady who carries around a small ugly dog and then gets a reality show. So acting in front of the mirror is second best. I've gotten pretty good at on demand crying. You think Im kidding? I really do act in the mirror. It's great, Im getting so good that even Oprah wanted me on her talk show. Take that Miley Cyrus. I just saw "The Last Song," tonight. The movie with Miley based off the book by Nicholas Sparks. (Can't wait to catch up on all of his great books this summer btw) Anyways... what I wanted to tell you was that movies inspire me. They make me want to create, or better my life somehow. I know it's crazy, but Im trying to just be honest here. The movie makes me long for summer time. Spring Term is so fun on campus, but it's only because of the excitement of summer almost within our grasp. I wish it were possible to hug summer, so that when you're ready you can let go, rather than it just slipping away from you slowly as September rolls in. Im pretty ready for summer dresses and wedges. Tan lines and late night walks. What in the world is this summer going to look like? Where will I be working? Im going to be living at home in Beaverton. My Best friend is living in Hawaii this summer, who the crap am I going to be hanging with? Guess I shouldn't worry about tomorrow because today has enough problems of its own. ha. On that note Im gonna fall asleep with my space heater.... yeah its April and we still need space heaters... fricken Oregon. Please Katie will you follow up on your San Diego plans after graduation!
Love and Inspiration

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